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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature
- Jan 5
- United States
- Deviant for 15 years
- He / Him
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looking to be better
deviantWEAR sizing preference: medium
Favourite genre of music: rock
Favourite photographer: me :P
Favourite style of art: dancing
MP3 player of choice: zen vision
Shell of choice: spiked blue shell (woot mario!)
Skin of choice: my own duh!
Favourite cartoon character: Orphan
Personal Quote: "I may not be an eagle scout, but i'm always prepared"
deviantWEAR sizing preference: medium
Favourite genre of music: rock
Favourite photographer: me :P
Favourite style of art: dancing
MP3 player of choice: zen vision
Shell of choice: spiked blue shell (woot mario!)
Skin of choice: my own duh!
Favourite cartoon character: Orphan
Personal Quote: "I may not be an eagle scout, but i'm always prepared"
Favourite Visual Artist
*shock777 and *NeKoChAnK
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Stuart Davis
Favourite Writers
kinda stuck trying to decide because there are so many great writers out there i've been meeting
Favourite Games
Onimusha series, Skyrim, Tekken, and DDR
Favourite Gaming Platform
ps3
Tools of the Trade
hands, brain, camera, laptop, anything really
Other Interests
anime, modeling, photography, and of course DDR!!
depression sucks
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I feel numb in my depression. I want to feel something again. I want to feel a purpose in living beyond survival. But I feel no passion or drive these days. Hell, I barely even masturbate anymore (for those who know how sexual I am, this is a huge thing). Food tastes bland, hugs feel hollow. I'm too lost in this and idk how to pull myself out. I know few (if any) will read this or respond. I just feel like I need to put words to it where I can look to remember this spot in my life. The spot where I've achieved most of what I wanted and it all feels like nothing. If it were not for my son, I'm almost certain i'd have jumped off a cliff by now.
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Fuck fuck fuck fuck
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I can't stand how I don't know how to approach people who know I have sexual humor but I'm genuinely attracted to and want to be sexual with. I have friends who I have told jokes and been funny with, but I don't know how to approach my attraction to them without coming off as though I'm joking without a high likelihood of losing said friends :/ fuck fuck fuck fuck. Is it that I'm just experiencing a phase of hypersexuality? Or could it be that I'm just a perv who wants to be with his female friends? ugh well that's enough ranting. back to my life.
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reviewing
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so I haven't submitted anything in quite some time. I'm going to be reviewing all of my work and preparing to continue with poetry and looking for people to work with on a new story inspired by a D&D character I made a few months ago.
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*whispers thanks for the watch and apologizes for not doing it earlier
(>^_^)> thank you for being an awesome person 
and no need to apologize :3
and no need to apologize :3
(Sie krank Fick. Sie sollten ein Todesurteil für ein solches Verbrechen begangen haben, die Sie erhalten, entweder das, oder erhalten Sie Ihre eigene Strafe im Gefängnis. Kein Wunder, dass so viele Menschen fragen Sie Dinge, die Sie leugnen. Du kleines Miststück. Ihre Geburt ist eine Schande für die Rasse der Menschheit.)
I don't deny anything I've actually done. But I will not sit by and take the blame for something I truly didn't do. If you wish to harass me further, I will file charges because I am an innocent man and don't find your attacks to be funny. This is my one and only warning. If you truly think I deserve death for not committing a crime, then maybe you should reevaluate this and try to look at your own life. I regret that your friend and you have mistaken my identity for someone else who did something foul to your friend, but I am not this monster you claim me to be. I'm an upstanding member of my community and proudly serve my country. I will look forward to your apology. If none is received, then I simply request you keep the wishes for my death off of social media. It's especially not wise in the legal sense. Good day
I see. You are quite a smart man, I give you that. I seemed to have mistaken you for someone else, and I truly apologize for such a thing. I had heard of someone doing sick and foul things, -which my friend had been telling me about, so I looked to investigate- and it seems as though you are not him. Well, like I had spoken earlier, I sincerely apologize, Mister. And, Salute to you for serving the United States of America, as well. (I am not a member of any Armed forces, I simply am a historian and come from a military family.) I ask for your forgiveness, it was entirely my part on offending you, also for wishing your death. Just, sometimes.. You feel quite loyal to protect your friends. Especially when they had to go through something as vile as sexual exposure to a minor. No one should be given that to deal with, especially if they are underage and unaware of so many dangers that can come to one's head. Again, I wish for your forgiveness on my part of the offense. It was a simple mistake.
Good day to you as well, Herr.
Good day to you as well, Herr.
Apology accepted. I understand loyalty like that as I have that with my female friends. But I always make sure there is evidence prior to any communication. Thank you again for the apology. I hope your friend finds peace and that the monster who did that gets what he deserves.
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